I video chatted him today.
to be honest, I was kinda terrified, but yoloooo.
When he first saw my face, he couldn’t say anything. and then he just started smiling so big and just stared like he wouldn’t ever get tired of looking at me. at one point, he like covered his face and started laughing, and I started to feel all happy and giddy, and we both kinda laughed and smiled and i asked him why he wasn’t talking, and he just kinda shyly said, I’m trying to take you in.and we were both wearing the exact same thing and he looked so attractive and omg i think i really like this guy and we make each other smile and it’s really nice and omgggggggggggggg.